Having my passport (it's usually with the company) & getting kicks today seem to be hinting me to run away... But surely, I won't do that heedlessly.
I've endured this unconventional job & stayed for years without anybody forcing me to... This dedication is by choice. And when I leave, I'll do it with dignity, even if they often forget how to give proper respect.
Marking this date as especially intense, with SB speaking to me for 1+ hour straight... None I can publicly discuss. But all that has to do with the future. I can handle it if I want to. But it goes down to: "WHY" & "WHAT FOR".